This is where i have to be. Maybe?
17.35 WIB. Sampailah gue di Kota Malang.
Dari jakarta, transit ke bandung, lanjut ke indramayu, sampe ujung-ujungnya pantat mendarat kesini, ternyata makan waktu 16jam. Itu udah keitung sama kegiatan ++nya (+mampir, +beli oleh-oleh,+istirahat, dan sebagaibagainya)
Malang. Iya sekarang gue di Malang. Again, I feel so gloomy being here. Baru di menit ke-5 gue disini, pikiran udah macem-macem. I can't stop my mind from thinking those scary things. I'm just, too scared. Scared to imagine the way I'll grow up here, enduring sort activities day by day, receiving any comments of my life, from top to toe, about college or achievements that I'd reached later. Or maybe the worst thing is, about my failure.
I don't know where exactly I have to be. I just, do what I have to do. I wish everything's gonna be much much better. Allah always gives us the best, not about the things that we want. But it's about the things that must be done, isn't it?
Dari jakarta, transit ke bandung, lanjut ke indramayu, sampe ujung-ujungnya pantat mendarat kesini, ternyata makan waktu 16jam. Itu udah keitung sama kegiatan ++nya (+mampir, +beli oleh-oleh,+istirahat, dan sebagaibagainya)
Malang. Iya sekarang gue di Malang. Again, I feel so gloomy being here. Baru di menit ke-5 gue disini, pikiran udah macem-macem. I can't stop my mind from thinking those scary things. I'm just, too scared. Scared to imagine the way I'll grow up here, enduring sort activities day by day, receiving any comments of my life, from top to toe, about college or achievements that I'd reached later. Or maybe the worst thing is, about my failure.
I don't know where exactly I have to be. I just, do what I have to do. I wish everything's gonna be much much better. Allah always gives us the best, not about the things that we want. But it's about the things that must be done, isn't it?
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